Sometimes I get so mad, all I want to do is punch through a wall. It sounds painful, right, so I don't do it...I'm not that dumb. However, the anger inside me bubbles up literally until I feel that it might pour out of me. I won't lie. I go looking for fights. Sometimes, I am so confrontational, that all I want to do is piss you off so you will get into it with me.
It's dumb.
Today is one of those days. I feel the anger swirling around inside me...it's making my stomach knot up and twist. It's making my face flush and my blood pressure rise.
Anger is something I need to learn to control. Right now though...all I want to do is cry, because it's all I can do.
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